So now its all about where "WE" go from here?!?!?!?

So it was brought to my attention that some comments i wrote in my last couple blogs didn't seem like they were worded right or that it didn't seem like"ME" or who i am as a person... I have to say thanx to my boys for putting those thoughts in my head... Anyways so now we come to the point in my life where i am comfortable now with who and what are around me in my life and the decisions i'm making are the right ones. How do you deny something, or someone, that finally opens your eyes to the fact that the sayin, "When a door closes another one opens!"? I never thought that when you stop lookin for someone that that someone could be right in fron of your eyes and you never know it. As i travel down the path of starting something anew i find myself with alot of mixed emotions as in being scared for trying to start over, butterflies in the stomach for finding someone that gets me, happy for finding someone who gets me, nervous that i don't rush into anything, yet hoping that this is "FOR REAL". As i start a new relationship it scares me as well as excites me to know that there is someone out there to start that new chapter in my life with. Being brand new its an amazing feeling getting to know that person and finding out all about them, and starting over realizing there is something out there for me and for her. Realizing this i leave it all up to fate to take the reigns and pave the way for "US" to take things slow, since its been an uphill battle for both of us, and to take each day in a new light. Its such an amazing feeling again to know that maybe i won't be alone for the rest of my life, maybe just maybe i found someone to start writing that new chapter with. So far we both know that a slow and steady start is the right thing to do and more than likely a necessary one, which is fine by me no way would i wanna mess up the relationship before it really has a chance to go somewhere. Now all i want to do is spend time with that special someone and see where this takes "US" and how far it takes"US". I know this may seem a little rambly and all over the place but that's exactly what it feels like i don't have a single clear thought in my head which i am so thankful for because this is what she does to me she gets me nervous, in a good way, to where i can't even think straight sometimes and i miss spending time with her when she's not around. Funny how that stuff happens and how woman can do that to ya huh? But man what a feeling..........Brad