Dear Diary

 8/14/2023

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Holy shit its been a few years since i even thought about writing in this. I have had so much go on since 2019 on my last post, covid happened, world shut down, toilet paper was expensive as hell, Destiny graduated high school but didn't pursue college. Deegan is now a junior in high school and bigger than me, trying to get his license. Sofia is now 10 and a firecracker, not sure how to take her motherly instincts because she has turned into a sour puss most of the time and not trying to be a kid EVER! Mia is one of the most sensitive an helpful little girls i have ever seen. You can say hi and she may start crying she may not never know sometimes. We have added a 5th member to the family mister Jayden Phoenix Redelsperger, who was found wandering the streets in boulder city in 42degree weather no clothes soaked diaper 4 blocks from his house. Melissa called us from texas and asked if there was anything we could do so the wife called me at work and i said to bring him home. After a grueling obstacle of hoops we had to jump through to pass the tests to adopt jayden and after a year and a half we finally finalized his adoption so he is now a permanent addition to our family. Roe is working for tyrone thompson school and takes the kids and brings them home from school which is a HUGE help to me anyway. i started collecting shoes and have now gotten up to 31 i think. J's, new balance, adidas, dunks, nike's. So far the adidas has the best quality and design. As for me lets get started.......... after a long 10 years at the backstop i finally came to the realization that i needed a change to try to help the family so after a little time and one interview i landed a job with Dottys as a "bartender" which is an understatement because i definitely don't do the stuff i had to at backstop and im less stressed WAAAAAAAAAY less stressed as i used to be. i make a decent amount of money so far. My main concern first off was trying to work as a floater because its all 3 shifts whenever wherever so that was an obstacle and still is but i have managed and so has the wife. She's amazing btw i can't believe she's dealt with my shit as long as she has but now i'm happy and stress free except for the kids(lol). I couldn't believe i made the jump but it was time i was soooooo stressed out with the backstop and all the asses that came in because it was the same shit day after day after day and it got old fast. I still go to comedy night and cohost with Manny when i can. I love that show but really don't love driving out there to the show, its far and i get stressed just driving to boulder. Patch took over as me and Sherri ann took patches spot and mike still bouncing bar backing. I tried a small stint of stand up comedy but i don't think that is something i wanna pursue but you never know. Last time i got on stage to do an actual set was on my bday at backyard with mikey vip and diaz mackie. I still try to hit shows if i can but never know when they are gonna call me for work. So all in all it has been a weird and exciting few years since last post but hopefully not the last!